From An Introvert’s Corner

Random Thoughts from a Moody Introvert

From An Introvert’s Corner

When starting your work day or starting your day in general and the lyrics of Limp Bizkit’s “Break Stuff” pop into your head, you’re bad to have one of those days.

“Break Stuff” is one of those songs that, to me, means you’re stressed out, had enough of the bull shit, and just plain out having a bad day.

When I woke up this morning, I was tired and cranky. Last night our TV decided to crap out and I had to run to Walmart to get a new one. Once I got home, had to make room for it since it was a bigger TV and of course set it up. Naturally it came with the new bells and whistles that TVs come with.

I didn’t go to be until almost 11 at night. That’s not good when I have to getup to work the next day. Sure enough when I woke up, I was feeling it.

I usually have a morning routine that I follow. I make my tea or coffee, feed the cats, and clean their litter boxes. That got disrupted and threw me out of whack. I kept getting more and more off my routine and the stress level just rocketed. By the time, I started working, I was pretty much off in a pissed off.

It’s just one of those days when you don’t wanna wake up
Everything is fucked, everybody sucks
You don’t really know why
But you wanna justify rippin’ someone’s head off
No human contact
And if you interact, your life is on contract

Yep, the lyrics from “Break Stuff” was running rampant in my head. To add onto the stress level, there is an apparent slow water leak happening from my shower upstairs. It’s enough a leak that I see the evidence on my ceiling. Paying for two new cars, eventually paying for a new fence, paying for a new water heater, and of course the other regular bills. No wonder I need anxiety pills. Thankfully, I’m not going down the Jack Daniels route…yet.

Now I got to pay for someone to figure out where the leak is coming from, destroy my walls, and fix it. I’m hating home owner life right now. This sucks. Sure the alternative is living on the street with practically nothing but all of this happening at once is putting a mental strain on me.

It’s just one of those days…

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